Lights on Me

Happy Birthday Chanise! Lots of love from your aunt here, and hope you had a great birthday! Missing you much! Mmuacks! :)

Last Sunday after church, I went back Klang as usual. Having my weekly dose of family time with mum, gran and Paul. I sensed some tension at home. Not knowing why, I commented on the old TV in the living room. It was a bad call. The TV keep switching off on its own. And once its switched off, it take ages before we are able to switch it on again. Just like an old engine parked for days in cold winter days.. Apparently Mum and Gran has been arguing over the old TV. Gran thinking that it can be fixed, while Mum felt its time to change. As the argument goes on..the day was getting warmer and hotter, that I eventually fell asleep on the floor. Mom ushered me to sleep in the room, and switch on the only air-cond we have in the house. Life is good, when Mum is around. :) "Leng ah.... wake up.. I need to watch TV.." I heard Mum's voice. "Huh??" I was in a state of sub-consciousness... "Meee (short for Mummy), you go and watch outside la..." "Cannot la.....

Recently, Kev moved in and Astro came along. After 2 years of not watching any TV in the apartment, it's a new breath in life.. or so I thought. Not even 2 weeks after we had the TV, all three of us a re complaining of boringness on TV. Not any normal TV, but cable TV!! It's either news, food channel and sports. And most of the time, when we are not working, we are seeking out other options to leave the house. I guess it's never wrong to say humans are just never satisfied with anything in their life. So the three of us. 7 more days to World Cup, already planning my leave on next Friday! How can someone who loves football missed out the largest football event on earth?? Rite... now i remember why we install Astro in the first place.. balls. World Cup 2010, here I come!

Woke up really early today. B woke me up at 5.45am. Managed to reach office at 6am. Was really worried about my shipment through out the night. But with my colleague in Labuan, everything turn out fine today. Customer was happy, I am relieved. It turn out that the email was sent to the Ops. No one dares to answer, but there was a reply. Feeling a lil bit disappointed with the reply, as it still indicates that I was at fault in some way. But well, as long as we get the job done. Left office early, met Sandz at Tropicana and had my first real meal of the day. Nice one indeed. Lots of catch up, reliving our times back in Uni. How I miss KK, my dorm room, and uni life altogether. Time really flies. As Sandz put it, 2 more years and we have stepped into 10 years of knowing each other. Somehow, I am feeling really old now. :) But I really treasure this friendship through out these years. Well, its another day. Need to sleep now, hope I can wake up early again and save my money on the blood...

Had a distressful day. So disappointed with many many people. Even to myself. Wish I have more time to settle all this problem. As a result, I wrote a long complain email to both my bosses. Its not that I wanted to lash out on someone or some people. Rather, it was just to release my stress and anger. Hope they didn't get a shock when they see the email tomorrow morning. Nevertheless, thanks to few colleagues who actually help, even though they were on MC. Life seems so much easier with them around. Moreover, big shipment tomorrow. Really excited :)

Been watching loads of Chinese movies during the weekend. The list goes: 1) Ip Man 1 2) Ip Man 2 3) Mulan - not the cartoon, but the movie version. starring Vicky Zhao. 4) Red Cliff 1 - still watching.. interesting stuff, fantastic battle scene. :) So far so good. Enjoying every bits of it.

A small conversation with boss before we left office today. "Seniority doesn't mean anything here, performance does." He said. "If you are not ready to take the leap, who in your team that qualifies for it?" He asked. "If the vacancy comes in the next 2 or 3 months, do you want to grab it?" He suggested. "I'll think about it." I said.