Lights on Me

You're lost in an oceanful of emotions. Mido said that to me. True. Aimless, jobless, lifeless. Stop complaining to me. I've had enough. Leave me alone. I'm getting nowhere in this life. Stop! Don't say that you understand. No one does, not even myself. Just don't....

It was a long day. I finally understand what it meant by my lecturer when he said, "The working world is cruel"... I did a right decision when i decided to leave the job once and for all. They bite me back for being righteous. I was hoping for some support when i talked bout the benefits of my students. But i was told off that i should leave it for their actual teacher to handle. In other words, its shut-up time. I was disappointed. Really disappointed that they rather protect someone who doesn't deserve to be here, than thinking bout the benefits of the students. I have learned from this. Thanks for waking me up from my utopia.

Kids, kids, kids.... Can we live without them? If my kids are hope of this country, I would rather cry now and migrate to some isolated land in the middle of nowhere. How gloomy it is? Really, no one can tell. Our year 4 students has been the problematic bunch in the school. As superstitious as we Chinese are, many teachers agreed that its due to the horoscope sign of their batch. Mostly are born in the year of OX, with a few in the year of Rat. Oxes are portrayed as loyal but stubborn. Now now, the problem with them is that, we can't really see the loyalty in them, just total stubbornness. Every time I stepped out from the class, I felt a huge relief to actually survive the class. Exchanging glances with the next teacher entering the class, its like sending a gladiator to fight with the horrendous beast. Not one, but 40 of them waiting like hungry ghosts, preparing to feast on your soul. I came across an article today "Principal admits throwing excrement". Not surprising