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Somehow, I wasn't feeling as happy as I wanted. I thought it was the job. Which I agreed partially, but there's more to it. Wonder what does it take to lead a happy life. Lately, there's lots of things that goes through my mind. Many things has happened against my will. Against my favor. And day by day, I wonder what was the purpose of living at all. In fact, the suicidal thoughts came back peeking into my life without me realizing it. So mundane, so boring, so lifeless. I wish I have my car now, so that I can just drive out from the town and spend a night next to a beach. I don't need anyone to go with me. All I need is a time out.  Time out from people, time out from work, time out from myself.