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Forgiven

Dad, I forgave you for leaving us. Humans make mistakes, you made mistakes, so do I. We had the longest, and most honest talk in years. You teared when I described the struggle mum faced when you decided to run away from home. I am glad that you realized tat you did wrong in the past. And how happy I was when you said you are going to change from now onwards. I ony have two requests, which is for you to spend time with granny and Paul. The two people you ignored for all these years and heavily impacted from this chaos. Mum moved on, Leonard and I are mature enough to understand your situation. And Kenny, albeit the fact he had a hard time with this whole situation, he still manage to grow up to be fine young man. But granny is old, and you might not have much time to spend with her. She cries everytime she talks about you, and i felt its time for you to repay her for all the sacrifices she made for you. For Paul, he barely knows you. He became very passive and quiet, he doesn'
I've never been this tired before. Both mentally and physically. I never expect dad's health to deteriorate that fast. Now doctor is still figuring out whether its leukemia or lymphoma, and today, diabetic as well. Since last Thursday, I hav been running around, trying to get him admmited. The nighr where received a call from the hoepital at 2 am was the scariest part. Doctors were struggling to stabilized him. Tomorrow yet another tough day to go on. Why is this happenng?