Lights on Me

My niece went home last Sunday. I held her close to my chest, feeling her being comfortable with me, feeling her that she's reluctant to leave too, it wasn't a happy moment for us. I speak to her, telling her to be good, and tell her that how much I would missed her. Could she understand? She was very quiet that night, quite different from the her usual behaviour. I think she knows . Everyday, I looked at her photos and her videos, remembering how she will stare at the camera, and opened her eyes widely, how she smile when we dress her up, how she respond to all out silly baby talks.. I hope she knows that we all loved her, and how we have missed her this past few days. Although almost impossible, I hope that she can remember this short staying here with us. Miss u babe! Love this picture, pretty and sweet with rosy cheeks. Photo shoot on 08/09/2007. "What are you looking at?!" Photo shot on 09/09/2007.

" I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (uh huh), but you keep fronting (uh)...." - Pussycat's Dolls' Buttons. I wonder what is so interesting bout a bunch of hot looking girls to put their lust & horniness in a song? Why keep asking someone to open up their buttons, just do it yourself and things start to burn. Yeah baby! (imitating Austin Powers) Anyway, few buttons that's very very important in my life these days: No. 1: Look carefully and you'll see the oily surface on the buttons. as the result of our oily fingers stomping on the keyboard. Without it, I dunno whether i would survive the terror of pc-less!! No. 2 consists of trusty buttons where so far, 2+2 and 2x2 still equals 4. Usage, Daily. No. 3 , only button in-use: 3!!! Strategically situated beside No.1, another worthy set of buttons to least give some cool breeze. No.4 See that clear white buttons? Without any numbers on it? Caused by compulsive thumb typing disorder. Few more butto