Wednesday, May 11, 2016


What do you really want 5 years down the road? Can you see yourself doing something you love, or will you be complacent at where you are now? 

Friday, May 06, 2016


I'm exhausted. I don't feel like teaching today, but to be honest, knowing myself, I won't allow that to happen.

Sometimes I wondered, things that I am doing now, is it for the benefit of others? Or just because I wanted to feel good about it? It's a fine line, and I am not sure which side of the line I am standing on.

There are many things going on in my mind. Trying to figure out what should I do, what can I do, how can do these stuffs. There are times, I just felt that everyone wanted a piece of me. Do they feel grateful for every "yes" that I say to them? Or are they taking for granted for these "yes"es?

Again, I don't know. 

I am tired, but I keep running. I am exhausted, but I keep doing what I need to do. I am supposed to learn how to say "no" this year. But I have failed miserably for all I know. 

Anyway, time to teach.. 

Thank You God, for giving me this strength to go on every day. I pray for wisdom and courage to say "no" for once. I know You are listening to my ranting and complains, and the time will come for me to relax and rest. But the time is not here yet. Thank You for Your provision and blessings into my life. Amen.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Adieu 2015

Today was the last service for 2015 @ CHCKL. As I looked back on 2015, it was definitely a better year to the year before. Which fulfills the theme of 2015 -- "BETTER".

I have decided to start writing more about my journey of faith from today onwards. Hence, the change of my blog name to "Lights on Me, Shine for Others." It didn't sound right to me for now, but I just want to remind myself that the focus is no longer on me, but on Him. 

The reason I chose "Shining for Others" is because of my journey with Him this year. Cambodia mission trip, volunteering in school, teaching in the refugee school. I will continue to do His work for next year. And perhaps, as long as I live on this earth.

As the scriptures says:

Mark 9:35 He sat down, called the twelve disciples over to him, and said, “Whoever wants to be first must take last place and be the servant of everyone else

What's in store for 2016? I do not know, but I know God will take care of it. Be it on top of the mountains or in the deepest valley, I will obey Him in all ways, for the rest of my life.