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Lately, lots have been happening in life. Mostly bad ones. That's the fact of life, shit happens. Nevertheless, i think i need to go out and meet people and perhaps start searching for a possible relationship. I'm getting too lonely sometimes.

You want to be back in my life. That's pretty selfish of you don't you think? Somehow, I think you are revenging on her. Trying to show her that you can get a companion easily. And you got no other choice but try to get me back. Ju said that if i gave you another chance, she'll give me a big slap to wake me up, and try all other possible means without killing me to stop me from accepting. Hahaha...maybe i need to think bout that keep myself sane.

Finally, something new is making me excited, and nervous at the same time. My paper with Rozelan was accepted for a conference in Bandung. And I might be presenting the paper in the conference, which is a brand new experience for me. Thinking bout having the chance to finally to a foreign country, and to present an academic paper was too much for me to bear. The anxiety of having to do a presentation to other academicians are getting on my nerve too! Well, just too excited la...

Now now... need to checkout the price for air tickets to Bandung. Hope I can get cheap tickets..

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