This is how i felt these days. Anti social. Illogical. Moody. Exhausted. Frustrated. Blue. Poor. And... OLD. At this point, i really believe that the light is out. No more lights on me, cause I don't want any attention on me. I just want to move out, and live a simple life. At the age of 25 going to 26, I still worried how my family will feel if I told them I want a vacation. As I always remember, having a vacation is a waste of money, waste of time. That's what they think. At this moment too, I felt lonely for not having my partner around me. Jealous and envy for those who have someone special, near by them. I need love, and care. Not from everyone, but only from him. Work has not been easy, thoughts of getting a new one, but still, I just got my confirmation. I'm ambitious, I want much more from this fragile life. I want to achieve things that people do not expect from me. I know people around me, doesnt care for my existence, it doesn't matter at all. Just want to li...
Stories of a middle-child and the only girl among her siblings who no longer needs the attention. All I want is to know Him more.