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Sunday afternoon

Still in the office. Can't concentrate anymore on work. Nadia,my colleague is still typing at a breakneck speed. Rushing to finish her paper for an international conference. It's a sad sort of silence between us, haven't talk for hours.

"Who'e taking care of your baby?" I asked.
" He's at home with my husband." She replied.

That was the last converstion we had today, sometime around 10.0m a.m. It's been more than 6 hours since we actually communicate. While I'm just enjoying my time here, she's been stressing for hours. Wonder how I can make her more comfortable... Perhaps I should go back home now and leave her alone.

Busy Sunday, next week too. Not busy, but I'll be having business meetings, visiting my gran in Seremban, then rushing back to Melaka again. Don't think I'll have time to meet up with Jules or Sandz next week. I really crave for it though. Jules said she's always anxious to meet me too everytime I went back. haha... She said it's "Sharon's Day"..

Sent an e-mail to Leonard today. We've been too caught in our own work to even talked to each other since CNY. Feel weird for not able to talk to my own brother.. how can I let this happened? Wonder how's he doing. Wonder how's my 'Tai Soh" (sis-in-law) doing too. Got a picture of Leonard in one of his recent performance with a jazz band -- Happy People Quintet. Quite a funny name huh? They were performing on 17th February in Avanti's American-Italian restaurant. Hmm.. What a surprise....


From left: "Happy People Quintet" members Eddie (trumpet and flugelhorn), Julian (saxophone & Flute), AJ (bass), Leonard (That's my bro! on piano & keyboard), Charles (drums).

Check out for the review of this band: http://alldatjazz.com/item/575/catid/4

Feeling proud of Leonard right now. There were good reviews about him. Wish I could hear him play again soon..

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