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After bouts of down-ness last week. I finally manage to put it aside, temporarily. I know I still need to face it when it comes. Perhaps in another month or two.

CNY is around the corner, while we are not celebrating this year, relatives are coming around to have a family dinner. Reunion dinner and new year lunch will still be on. This is the 1st time we are not having dad around. Trust me, after 2 months, I still miss him. I missed him joking around with us, doing impressions with Leonard. If he is still around, he would have love our new family member, Crystal as he always love dogs.

Another excitement, is Kevin & I will be going for a photo shooting again! Yay!! Perhaps I should ask James whether he will be around. But well, its CNY. Should be with family. Anyway, our destination will be in Dong Zen Temple in Jenjarom. As this might be the last year Kevin is around, this should be something where we can remember for a long time. Looking at the pictures of previous years online, it excites me more.

Now, I am alone at home. I do feel lonely now. But well, I have to get used to this. One of these days, these guys might just leave Malaysia. As much as I hope they wouldn't , i hope they would be able to find a job out of this country, have new opportunities.

So many things in mind to talk about. Perhaps another day.

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