Somehow, I missed my dad alot today. I tried to recall all our memories together, but somehow only the ones during his ordeal with cancer appears. October 2011 : Got news from grand aunt Irene that dad was sick. Went back to KB for the 1st time after 21 years. Had a shock looking at my dad. The flight back to KL was the longest ever in my life. The flashbacks on how he was struggling to sip even water from a cup, put aside heaving to chew a piece of bread. The image till now, was vivid and surreal. The father whom has been taking care of me for the past 20 over years, cant even walk on his own. He was the hospitalized in HUM. Thinking back to that 3 weeks, I felt so much heart pain. I told him to get well, so we can go for a family vacation to Perhentian Island that has been long overdue. He was very happy and promised me that he will be strong. Dad started chemotherapy on 28th October 2011. He was doing good for 3 days, he felt energized and doctor was convinced that he can ...
Stories of a middle-child and the only girl among her siblings who no longer needs the attention. All I want is to know Him more.