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Nightmare

Yesterday, I had an accident on my way back home. It was funny, how fast people reacts. Within seconds, more than 15 people running out from no where to help. That was what I thought. HELP.

Eventually, these people keep asking me to get out from the car, ask me not to panic. What happened in the next 5 minutes, I called Kevin, Irfan & Leonard, I went to get the triangle indicator from car boot, the tow truck guy came and everyone dispersed. This guy, told me to check my belongings. Insisting to put my bags away and check whether anything was missing.

And what I found out was the shock of my life... my company's laptop was stolen!! For what ever reason it is, I cannot believed that the guys that were trying to "help" was actually thieves!

I almost broke down, some Malays from the neighbor went to chase after them, someone saw them going under the bridge. All my hard work for the pat 1.5 years are in the laptop. What on earth can I do without the laptop? Not even thinking bout the money I have to pay back to my company, but the work, the files, the information in there.....

I am glad that I survive the ordeal. Only small scratches and body ache which spreads around my back and my right arm. I am glad that my purse and my phones are still with me. I am glad that all the expenses to fix my car is covered by insurance. But, the downside is, my laptop, the one that has been keeping me survive the past 1.5 years. 

God, is this the hardship you want me to endure? Is this a test of faith?


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