Lights on Me

33 days more... Haha, feel annoyed huh? It's just me expressing myself. An exciting day it is, going back home later. I'm currently stuck in the report writing. Worse still, I'm still in the introduction part (chapter 1). Sigh..5 more chapters to go. The more i think, the more i need to read. The more I read, the more I'm unsatistified with what i wrote. So, what do you reckoned? Stop thinking?

A funny guy is currently asking for help to win a bet. It's a bet between him and his girlfriend. What's the bet? Nah, I'm not gonna tell u, but if u r too bored and curious to know, just click the link below: http://www.helpwinthisbet.com/404/ I couldn't stop laughing after i read this. lol

34 more days... Gonna spend my weekend at home! YAY! Gonna meetmy friends! DOUBLE YAY!! Gonna eat seafood! YAYYYYY!!! A sudden crave for "loh mai kai" though.. Ahh... Gotta call my mum now.

It's been long since the last blog. Busy? Hell yeah.. Started to write the final report. I wonder whether i could juz put my name as the author? Though I'm juz an assistant, but honestly, it's my work!! And people's taking credit over it.. Sigh.. It sucks! Raining again, walking back home again. Still figuring what to eat later... So lazy to cook.. Oh yeah..haven't shed a tear for 2 weeks now.. It's a record! Guess I'm back to my normal self. Good for me huh? Another day have pass... 35 more to go...

The album cover of "One Sweet Day", released in 22 Novermber, 1995 (U.S.). Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold you 'Cause you've flown away So far away Never had I imagined Living without your smile Feeling and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive Alive And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Darling, I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted But I always cared And I miss the love we shared And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Although the sun will never shine the same I'll always look to a brighter day Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep You will always listen as I pray And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many...

Wow, my emotions went up and down like a roller coaster. And it wasn't even 'that time of the month'.. Why does caring and loving someone is so painful? Knowing that someone you cared did hurtful things to themselves, it hurts ourselves even more. It hurts so much coz i can't do anything to help. It's almost 3 months now. We confessed to each other that it's hard to let go. Sometimes, we even wished that our status never change and we're back together. But, is it possible? Is it realistic to chose the same path again without solving the problems? Just when I thought I'm starting a new life, it turns out to be the other way.. I just hope that he'll be ok. Safe, healthy and happy. That's all i wish for him..

I’m just a kid I felt so tiny To be standing among giants Just like a lonely drop of water In the vast vigorous ocean. I wonder Will I ever grow up? How wise I can ever be? How many lives can I touch? How much I can do? In this fragile frame.. I’m just a kid I have desires to learn To absorb And to digest Every particle that came around. I’m just a kid. Yearning to be appreciated And to be recognized By the greater ones. After 20 years of experience I’m still stumbling through the street Looking for someone Someone who is willing To guide me And to grow together With me. After all, I’m just a kid…

Gone are the days of the floppy disks... We don't have to keep the stacks of vulnerable ugly black plastics that could only hold 1.44MB of memory each. We don't have to worry about losing the files as it's very prone to virus and corrupted files. We now have...... USB flash drive!!!! Flash drive, thumb drive, memory stick, intelligent stick.....etc. Whatever u named them, they still refer to a simple device to store files which can hold up a minimum 64MB of memory. So many brands, so many designs, which would you choose? I came across a brilliant design for this device. It's called "flashbag", kinda lame actually. Anyway, this cute design enable the flash drive to bloat up as the amount of the data increase. Imagine the balloon or the puffer fish... " When swithched off the flashbag remains pumped up, so you can estimate with the naked eye how much more pics, books and music albums can be transferred into it. " Pics showing the design of flashbag wi...

Malaysian education system has been criticized throughout the years. While many boasted about its quality since the passes rate for all the public examinations has risen annually, one could only wonder this 'information' really truly reflects the scenario of our education system. I could remember the year when i sat for my UPSR (Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah) as a SRJK student (a.k.a. Chinese/Indian school). We were asked to choose to sit for the SK (National School) paper for Malay Language if we desire to skip remove class (the transition from standard 6 to form 1). I took up the challenge as i was quite confident wiv my malay language level at that time. Those who refuse to take the 'more challenging' paper are destined to continue to remove class after standard 6. The reason (or more like an 'excuse' to me) are chinese and indian students in SRJK schools are performed poorly in their Malay Language. Spending another year to adapt to the language will hel...

Just came back from the expo. Manage to collect some datas today. It wasn't easy coz they are doing business at that time. But, somehow i just have to braved up myself and ask them to answer the questionnaires. Luckily, 3 did respond, completing the whole questionnaire without any problems. Down with fever again, migraine attacking. Yet, I'm still in office, waiting for the temperature outside to cool down before i walked back home. It really wasn't a good day, and worse still, my boss asked me to go out and collect data again.. sigh..I'm really tired.. But job is job. I rather prefer to finish it off earlier than extending my contract to another 3 months.. Funny how my colleague can be down with sickness everyday. Headache, stomachache, tired (not enough sleep..she said). As a result, I've been doing some her jobs. Wish I can be that vulnerable everyday.. God knows how I'm feeling now. So lethargic, so sick, and down.... Feel like drowning again.. Was hoping t...

Still recovering from a high fever yesterday. It wasn't a good week to go through. Boss on leave, going Japan and Hong Kong for the next whole week. It means, I gotta make important decisions for one whole week. Sigh, it's never easy when people aren't that cooperative. Respect is something that I'll never gain here. Being a minority, being a fresh grad, being a temporary colleague. Somehow, work has to be done. My boss asked me to stayed back and continue doing Masters here. I refused his good will. He realized that i'm leaving soon, contract ending in 2 months time. I thought otherwise. It was too long for me to be here (4 unenjoyable months), i told him.. He chuckled. "I just don't feel like working here anymore." I added. He understand what i meant. I wasn't at home for the past 5 years. Always away, for my study and now for my work? Mum wants me back at home, at least close to home. But i really don't have a place there. I don't even ...