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Hard day's work

Just came back from the expo. Manage to collect some datas today. It wasn't easy coz they are doing business at that time. But, somehow i just have to braved up myself and ask them to answer the questionnaires. Luckily, 3 did respond, completing the whole questionnaire without any problems.

Down with fever again, migraine attacking. Yet, I'm still in office, waiting for the temperature outside to cool down before i walked back home. It really wasn't a good day, and worse still, my boss asked me to go out and collect data again.. sigh..I'm really tired.. But job is job. I rather prefer to finish it off earlier than extending my contract to another 3 months..

Funny how my colleague can be down with sickness everyday. Headache, stomachache, tired (not enough sleep..she said). As a result, I've been doing some her jobs. Wish I can be that vulnerable everyday..

God knows how I'm feeling now. So lethargic, so sick, and down.... Feel like drowning again.. Was hoping that i'll get the chance to chat online, but seems like everybody is busy. Well, can't do anything about that can i?

Sandz back in KK. Jules' birthday coming soon (Cham!! Hvn't get her any birthday presents!) I'm so fucked up right now. Better go home and rest early lah. I'm officially sick now.. Oh shit! Still gotta buy bus tickes back home tomorrow! And bank in my cheque! HELP!!!!!

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