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Being Someone

Being the only sister to 3 brothers is tougher than I would ever imagine.

Being the eldest of remaining siblings in the house is gruesome.

Being a daughter and a grandaughter to people who keep pulling you to their side after arguing with each other is frustrating.

Being a girl who's trying to survive in the Man's world is stressful.

Being a sane person who's constantly worried bout goin insane, well is insane.

Being myself is just too exhausting.

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The Story Teller said…
hey... think this:

1. Things will only get better!
2. You have me!
3. I have you!
4. It's a test in our life to make us a better person
5. I'm sure you'll turn out fine!

p/s: I'm sorry if I haven't been able to be there for you. I'm not quite a listener these days and I felt bad for not being there for you. forgive me? I still miss u! I still love u!
11:24 PM
deaflisteners said…
It's ok dear, u have ur own issues as well. All this are normal feelings, got used to it.

1.Things will change.
2.We do have each other, dun we?
3.I just want this test to be over soon.
4.I'll be fine, so will u.

Thanks dear. Love u too!
11:47 PM
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