Sent a text message to Leonard today. You might wonder, what's so special bout it? It's special because it's rare. I needed someone to listen to me this morning. Leonard is the only choice in this case.
As usual, I woke up early to catch the bus down to Seremban. Breakfast wasn't a happy occassion today. Gran complaint the usual stuffs. But something came into me, I exploded and literally blasted out everyone in the house which include my granny and mum.
One logical explanation...
I'm sick of being the mediator to solve every single tiny bit of household issues.
It's really unexpected to everyone, even myself.
Leonard asked me to be patient. Few more months and I'll be out from the house. To me, it's still a long way to go. I'm burdened by everyone's problem. Yes it's family, but does it have to be this way? Everyone letting go responsibiity while I'm supposed to be the person to solve everything? Nowadays, even Mum becomes unreasonable to me.
Perhaps, I over reacted. But I cant help feeling stressed and frustrated. To make things worse, stupid komuter broke down again. This is the 3rd time I'm on the train that broke down in past six months.
Need sleep & forget..
As usual, I woke up early to catch the bus down to Seremban. Breakfast wasn't a happy occassion today. Gran complaint the usual stuffs. But something came into me, I exploded and literally blasted out everyone in the house which include my granny and mum.
One logical explanation...
I'm sick of being the mediator to solve every single tiny bit of household issues.
It's really unexpected to everyone, even myself.
Leonard asked me to be patient. Few more months and I'll be out from the house. To me, it's still a long way to go. I'm burdened by everyone's problem. Yes it's family, but does it have to be this way? Everyone letting go responsibiity while I'm supposed to be the person to solve everything? Nowadays, even Mum becomes unreasonable to me.
Perhaps, I over reacted. But I cant help feeling stressed and frustrated. To make things worse, stupid komuter broke down again. This is the 3rd time I'm on the train that broke down in past six months.
Need sleep & forget..
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