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Drowning

The more I think about work, the more I hated it. I don't remember when was the last time I hate my job. If I can survive without the salary, I will choose not to work now.

Early this week, I started a new blog, to jot down one happy thing that cheer me up and make me smile,only one thing. By the 5th day, I find it tough to even maintain. I feel lost in my job, my work, my relationship with family and friends. I don't feel motivated at all to even work. Yet my ex-bosses looked up highly on me. I feel pressured but I didn't know how to tell my current boss.

Working alone outside and not getting the support really makes me feel helpless. And being my vain self, I need attention. I need words of encouragement and show how. Some how I don't feel that I am suitable for the job. I don't know why.

Perhaps I would be happier if I stay in job in telesales. Dunno la...

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