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Resolution

2nd post of 2011. What would I be rambling about? Actually, nothing much to talk about. Just feel like writing (or rather typing) things out.

Looking back in 2010, so many things has happened. Lots of frustrating times, and although I have gotten much of commision, nothing seems to stay in my pocket. And I'm still at debt with the government for education fund.

Thought of studying again, but yet, I don't think I will any soon. It's no longer in priority. It's no longer possible.

Thought of buying a house, a modest one, but not at this moment. House prices is currently rising like mad. Imagine a double storey terrace house cost 700k in Klang Lama. Apartment cost around 350k at least... How would I be able to get my own house?

Thought of changing my car, but well, I'm working in Balakong and Kajang, and Bangi. No use of buying a good car only to risk it hitting a pot hole or a cow eventually.

Thought and thoughts.... everything can only be imagined in my head. Which one will materialize though?

Last week I dreamed I took over the world, yes, just like Pinky and the Brain. I virtually controlled everything in the world.. what a feeling, and how disappointed was it when I woke up, knowing that it's only a dream.. sigh..

Any way, 2011, what's my resolution?

Honestly speaking, no matter how many people telling me that money is not everything, it will be my resolution this year, to be able to clear my debts, earn more money and buy myself a property. Fingers crossed, and see what I will achieve this year. Mum said my horoscope this year not that good though.... how la..?

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