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Goodbye Mido

Hey Mido,

I still can't believe that you are gone. Your friend left me a message in FB. I wasn't sure whether I was prepared to hear it. The war took away your life. But I am sure that was what you really wanted to do. Given the 2nd chance, you would have go for the war again against the government.

Can't even believed that the last time we talked was on my birthday last year. If I can turn back time, I would have told you how much I missed you my friend.

After knowing you for 6 years, you are one of my closest friend. I am sorry for hurting your feelings. I am sorry that we can't be together. I am sorry for putting your life in misery. I am sorry for everything.

When your friend told me that your security question for you FB account is my name, my heart literally sank. I should believed what you told me all this while. I am really sorry Mido.

Your people is slowly winning the war from your government.I know you will be happy to hear in heaven. As that was what you wanted for your country since the first day I know u.

Although you have left this world, I will keep praying for your family to be in good health. I guess God love you more this time around.I will surely miss you.

Shosho.

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