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Having MC today



Finally I had a day off with MC. Back hurts like hell now, doc said it's swollen, the muscle of my lower back. Sounds serious rite? This is the 2nd time I had a work-caused illness. Doc advised me to do something about the job. He said it strained me too much, both physically and mentally. True..

Another interview today. I didn't know I have to go through so many levels of interview for a job. Irfan said these days, employers are looking for a committed employee. Perhaps so, these long list of interviews are just trying on my patience.

The difference for me and other fresh grads are I'm working and they are not. 2 jobs and it already take me 4 days of leave. What could this mean? It simply means that I'm really into looking forward to change my job. Need a better pay, and a better environment, and a more promising career path.

But somehow, what I have now is already much better than many people out there. I really appreciated the work that has been given this past whole year. Even for B, i think he has a much tougher time out here, so it's really not something that I would want to complain about to him. All I hope now, is I can get a better job now, and he will get something that he could survive on.

Last weekend, I went to Kuantan to see B. I'm missing him a lot even now. Met his house mates and they are a bunch of fun people to hangout with. Just sad that how local people discriminate them. As we walked to the beach and in the town, I was not surprised to see people staring at us, but some even making rude gestures to us??!

I wonder what did they know about us or him that lead to such undermining conclusion? They know nothing but yet, they discriminate us. As far as I know them, they are not harmful at all. At least they are not hypocrites like some of the locals. Most of my foreign friends here had the same experience with locals. I guess most of us here just look up to certain foreigners, probably the fair-skinned.

Well B, I hope you have a good day. Time to prepare for the interview now. Another series of test that I have to go through, yet. Maybe we should just sit for a common aptitude test or MENSA and hand out the results of the test for interviews instead. That should be able to save some time.

Yep. let's get going now. All the best to me.

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