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Waiting for my world to change.

Yesterday's interview went pretty well. Well it wasn't really an interview, just an hour to do my assessment test. It's not that tough, but I didn't manage to finish it. I left blank for 5 questions both in English and Maths test. Sigh, really should be able to do well in both. Just keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.

After the test, I was introduced to the sales manager whom should be my direct boss if i would ever be able to work there. The informal meeting with them is quite enjoyable. Over a cup of cafe latte (mmm.... my fave), they tried to dig more information about myself. I tried to show my personality and my ability to think and work under a stressful condition. They really made it sound scary but well, that's what bosses do all the time. I still remember interviewing some girls whom I manage to scare them away altogether.

As for now, I'm just waiting for replies. From both company that I applied. If they both offer, how would I choose I wonder? I have to consult B before making any decisions. Somehow, I felt that he's much more wiser than me, despite our few months difference in age. As we always talk bout going out from this country, he said he's not a follower. He is not following me to anywhere, rather he leads.

His positivism never ceased to amaze me. Every time I felt any signs of negativity and lacking of confidence, I know B is there to support me. And it happens long before we are together. As a friend before this, he always supports me. He made me stop smoking. He made me feel good about myself. He stopped me from sulking. I used to said life sucks, but now, I haven's use the word "sucks" for weeks now. What else I can asked for? I hope I can be there for him like he does for me too.

Suddenly I realize I've never been so much in love with anyone. Yes I have crushes, but this is just wonderful. I actually love someone whole heartedly. It's still in early stage, but if both of us are committed to each other, this could turn out to be something good.

Little steps at a time, and eventually we will be able to reach the goal. That's what I need. For my career, my relationships, my future and even my studies. All I need is a little patience. With B around, I think the future is bright for me and for us. We should be waiting together, waiting for my world to change, my life to have a good change. Thanks B, love you lots.

Comments

The Story Teller said…
Hey Shar,

I'm happy to hear that you did well in your interviews. Whats more, I am very happy to know that you're in love with this person called B? :)

I wish only good things for you in your everything.
deaflisteners said…
Hey Sandz,

The past month has been really exciting. Being in love again, and today I got myself a job!

B is a wonderful person. He brought this positivism into my life. He taught me a lot about life itself.

Thanks Sandz. I'm really excited to my new job. And i really hope that things will be good. As what B said, this is the year of miracles. Always have faith and things will be fine.

I wish all the best to you too. Everything. Love ya, hugs.

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