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Long Day

It was along day for me. Things haven't been okay lately. It's like a stone gathering moss. I felt the moss covering every inch of the surface, suffocating myself under it. I don't recognize myself anymore lately. I think differently, i acted differently, i sound differently. But how come no one notice? Not even the closest person in my life?

You've been hurting me more and more, and i take it all, as though it was a treasure to me. I hold to it so tightly, not wanting it to leave me. Not wanting you to leave.

Thinking about what u replied me today, it hurt me so much that i wish i could die. After all this while, this is how it's gonna end? I've wept silently thru out the day. I'm scared of people looking at me this way. So vulnerable, so pathetic, so weak and ugly.

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