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New Start

OK.. not gonna talk about my break-up stories today. I'll just let the The Theory of 21 Days have it's say. However, i would like to confess that i still tried to message him yesterday, last night and even this morning. Apparently i'm still missing him alot. Pathetic huh? It's ok i guess, i still have 20 more days to go.. :-)

Anyway, kinda happy today. Sandra sent me an e-mail, informing me about a vacancy in her company. Without thinking much, i sent my CV over, and guess what? The director has arranged to see me in 2 weeks time. Didn't think that it'll go on this fast but yeah, what the heck. I'm gonna try it out. Who knows if i really got the job? It'll will be new refreshing life after all. HAHAHAHA!!!

And tomorrow, i'll be having an outing with some 'unknown' friends. Gonna tour around Melaka for the next 2 days. Well, i just need to go out and have fun. Probably i'll get to know some cool places to introduce to Ju when she's here. It seems like everything has gone back on track. I learned to walk alone, i learned to live alone, and i certainly learned to be myself again. Somehow, i felt proud of myself for able to sort out everything sooner than i expected.

Let bygones be bygones... Life may not be colourful always. It'll rain, stormed or even flooded at times. But somehow at the end, the sun will always rise, and rainbows will appear. That's life.

I wanna live 'til I die, no more, no less.
~Eddie Izzard~

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